May 14, 2006

That fall month was among the happiest…

Mark W: That fall month was among the happiest of my life and your presence in the adjacent room helped make it so. I can’t tell you how wide-open grateful I’ll be for that for the rest of my life: Revisiting it and its particular magic is important to my days even now, nearly three years later. I continue to regret that my stress and confusion overwhelmed us — me — once we were back in the city, that I simply couldn’t give you the attention and availability you wanted and deserved. I had so little generosity in me for new love, for the risk and work involved, so I retracted, held hard to who and what I knew, criticized…. Our timing was damning. Still, every fall I remember us there sunk in those gold trees, remember what a gift you gave me.

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