September 27, 2006

I regret not being a good mother to you…

I regret not loving you much, i regret not loving you unconditionally, i regret not spoiling you to the max when i could do so, i regret being so impatient with you, i regret getting irritated with you immediately, i regret not being a good mother to you instead of just being a responsible mother, i regret that i disciplined you instead of just loving you, i regret i let you go because you were never mine, i regret you don’t love me because i have so much love to share with you, i regret my love is not good enough to care for you, i regret i cannot love you the way you want me to love you, i regret i don’t know better about how to give my love to you freely, how to be carefree with you, but i don’t regret you’re in my life even if it’s just in my mind and heart. And i regret you blame me and i cannot bring back the hands of time to make it better for you, i regret i lost track of time, i regret i am aged now and you are grown up and very willed.

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