October 6, 2006
I regret you had to give me up…
MOTHER, I REGRET NOT KNOWING YOU.
I REGRET YOU HAD TO GIVE ME UP.
I REGRET THAT I WAS NEVER BREAST-FED.
I REGRET THAT YOU DID NOT SEE MY FIRST TOOTH.
I REGRET THAT YOU DID NOT SEE ME GROW.
I WILL GO AHEAD AND LIVE WITH THAT EMPTY SPACE WITHIN ME, I WILL BE STRONG THOUGH MILLONS OF TEAR DROPS MAY FALL.
I LOVE YOU, MOTHER.
Submitted by: Anonymous
At 4:25 pm on April 25, 2008, your (ex) step-daughter commented:
I regret not giving you that note that i wanted to. I regret not apologizing correctly. I’m sorry for all i put you through. I’m sorry things turned out this way. I’m sorry that our first REAL christmas as a family was our last. this is what the note said ” Ryan: im sorry things happened the way they did. for all we put you through. but when you asked me to pray for you and mom to stay together, i didnt. instead i prayed that you would heal quickly, and get over us. that you would someday marry, and have that little boy you have always wanted; in spite of everything that YOU have done to me, i still want you to be happy. you deserve that much. and i forgive you.