iRegret.net

I am sorry for you your husband is one of the best things that ever happened to me. I am sorry for you that he felt drawn to me. I am even sorrier that you can’t understand the bigger picture. But more so I am utterly destroyed with regret that I ever let the fantasy feelings out. They weren’t even necessarily real — they were an expression of an emotion that came through a creative connection — that’s all. But I know that they sounded and felt real to you. Without that fatal slip I would still have him in my life.

You will never understand, nor may he, but I know he was and is a piece of me that was unimagined before he arrived and I’m aching with emptiness now that he is gone.

I truly regret losing one of the coolest people I have ever met in my life. My hope for a greater understanding in the future is the only thing I have and I will hold on to it with fervor.

Submitted by: LilaMae