July 14, 2007

That meal wasn’t worth what I did for it….

I’m saying sorry to myself for not respecting myself enough.  For staying with a guy even though he told someone else he loves them.  For always coming back to him, even though it probably wasn’t best that I do.  I’m sorry to my dad for not calling him like I should.  I’m too ashamed to tell him the situation that is going on right now.  I’m sorry for letting other people see me nude just so I could get a few bucks for food.  I realize that meal wasn’t worth what I did for it.  I’m sorry for letting our roommate come back.  I couldn’t stand him before, so why did I think I would this time?  He gives us no privacy and thinks only of himself.  I’m sorry to my other roommate as well.  I wanted you to be happy here, but I’m sorry for eating your food while you were gone, when I had none.  I’m sorry for you having to hear the arguments and seeing the house in total disarray at times.  I’m sorry to my mom for not being there in the hospital with her before she died, because I wanted to see a guy and never thought she would pass away. But she did.  I’m sorry to all the stores I’ve stole from.  I’m sorry for taking money from my dad.  I’m sorry I didn’t respect myself enough to stay being the good person I truly am.

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