March 15, 2008
For not having any courage…
I regret living a lie for 37 yrs. For not having any courage to live the way I wanted to. My parents my kids my husband ruled me. Now I am too old to do anything, no one will want me or really, I don’t want anyone, just want to be left alone and quite no one around. I can’t think straight. Why can’t I be happy? I am fat and ugly. I regret losing 2 of my children to depression. I can’t help them. I am there too. No more thinking, taking sleeping pills every nite to sleep so I don’t lay and think.
Submitted by: Salty
At 7:35 pm on April 9, 2008, Katie commented:
Nobody is ever too old to do anything, Salty. The sun sets, but the sun also rises. Most people have probably felt at some time the way you feel now, but the feeling doesn’t have to last forever. Please do whatever you need to do to feel better – be it talk therapy or antidepressants, that shit can really help.
Take care.