September 10, 2008

Always wishing I was going to find someone better…

I still think about you everyday, I know it hasn’t been long, but it feels like a long time. I don’t know how we could work things out, it’s all my fault. You were so good to me. Even though you always kept complaining about life. I think it was your way to try to gain more attention from me. The way I treated you was just wrong. It was like you were one more, when in fact, you were the best one ever. I couldn’t see past the looks. Always wishing I was going to find someone better, and deep inside knowing we were not supposed to be together. Maybe I got my expectations too high, wishing for something that doesn’t exist. But I know for a fact that to find someone as good as you or that likes me as much as you do is gonna take forever. It’s so hard to let go. I’m so sorry, it’s been two weeks since we last been together, and I’ve been miserable since. I wish I could be with you always, but I’m afraid I might hurt you again in the future, and the thought of disappointing you and making you sad makes me hate myself. I don’t know what to do, you asked me to leave you alone but it’s so hard to. You are the perfect girl for me in so many ways. Don’t think about me with regrets in your heart, I believe in the possibility of us being together again in the future. I wish we could still hang out, I love being with you. It took me so long to write this down, I better go before I spend another hour here. I love you, girl.

Submitted by: Andre

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1 comment

  • At 4:03 pm on September 10, 2008, Renée commented:

    🙁
    “always wishing I was going to find someone better…” GRRRRR! I HATE THAT!

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