June 22, 2009
You are the only one whose hurt continues to haunt me….
i didn’t mean to be so arrogant and mean. i’m not really sure what fueled that side of me. perhaps it was the need to invalidate others to validate myself, and you happened to be targeted. i wish i wasn’t that person. i can remember all the hurtful things i said and wishing the moment they left my lips that i had not said them. there are times when i can’t stop crying bc of the weight of the regret i feel. and it was so long ago. 10 years? i didn’t just hurt you. i hurt so many people. but with you… you are the only one that i miss. and the only one whose hurt continues to haunt me, even if you don’t feel it any more.
Submitted by: hktola
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