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For db…

I will always regret being scared and letting you go so long ago. But I’ll never regret finding you and “us” again, even if it made me sad for all that wasted time. So please, don’t regret becoming my friend, falling in love with me again, and all the days and nights we talked. I’ve always loved you, wanted to talk to you, and I miss you every day and every night.

I regret that my actions are causing you pain. I know now what happened on that Monday night… what was seen and what was read… and I’m so incredibly sorry you are shouldering the blame alone. I would do ANYTHING to save you all the hurt, explanations, guilt, and sadness. You were right when you said it would end badly. I should have listened; it was selfish of me not to.

Just as you suspected, I never got the first email… if I had I wouldn’t have sent anything, per your request. I only contacted you the way I did to make sure you were alright… I hope you know that and understand.

I know your entire situation is fragile… on all fronts. You’re stuck between a rock and a hard place for now. When that changes, you know where I am. It’s a shame that other parties involved have attempted to make my situation just as fragile. A waste of time really, as it’s already completely broken and no longer fragile. Yes, my status will change, and it will be my heart that’s broken if yours remains the same.

I can’t forget what I know now about us. How it was exactly the same within the first 10 minutes, all these months, and on our one precious day together. It’s the way it all could be and should be. I meant it when I said I’d be with you in a heartbeat. Now and forever.

Submitted by: ek1984