March 2, 2010
All signs still point to you being an asshole….
I regret that I still can’t forgive you, though I told you I would. You’ve left this darkness in me I can’t shake, a nausea, a toxicity. Partly it’s that I continue to be angry at myself for staying in your life when all you wanted to do was lash out, degrade, turn love and faith into shit, but man, you’re an empty soul, the worst kind of narcissist. You weren’t sober then, you are now, but all signs still point to you being an asshole, low on empathy, high on self-involvement, judgment, and a hunger you still can’t satisfy. It’s horrible, and even though it’s been years, at times I can’t keep from wishing you pain, all the pain that all the women who dared to care for you have been made to feel. I wish it would floor you numb, bring you to your knees.
Submitted by: No Angel
At 7:41 am on March 4, 2010, Sick of James commented:
Wow if I didnt know any better I would think you were talking about my soon to be ex! He plays women like fiddles then gets mad when they wanna walk away. Oh yes and lets not forget how everything he does is excusable because, gasp, he has PTSD.
At 8:00 pm on May 11, 2010, still scarred commented:
I could have written this post but you put it into better words than I ever could…some people are truly toxic.
At 8:28 am on May 12, 2010, linds commented:
nice, took the words right out of my mouth. probably felt good to get that out. i enjoyed it alot thank u for writting