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I regret ever loving you. When it all started out, I thought you maybe really did love me too. Then you just stopped talking to me. And “we” decided to “be friends”. Then a month later, you came back, and told me “you love me” and “you miss me”. And I couldn’t help but go back because I did love you. But, you weren’t with me. You were with her. And I didn’t hate you, I hated her for taking you from me. And after awhile, you walked away… again. And you and her ended too. And she and I started to talk, about how we hated you, and how you could possibly hurt us like that. And I moved on… And now you’re back. And I just wish you’d leave me alone, and I don’t want to be playing your game anymore. I want to love someone. I want to love you. But, I can’t live like this… only being around when you want something from me… I don’t trust you for that. She’s around still. And who knows who else. I can’t do this. I won’t do this to myself. And I won’t fight her for you. I deserve better. I love you, but this is goodbye.

Submitted by: alison