May 22, 2010

I only gain weight to hurt you because I know how badly you want me to lose weight….

mom and dad:
Im sorry you didnt want to take out a loan for me when I was kicked out of my ivy league school 3 years ago. Im sorry because of all the responsibility you’ve put on me to be your personal slave, Im flunking out of community college. Im sorry Im drowning in debt and I have no bank account. Im sorry I listened to you when you said I shouldnt get a job. Im sorry you prefer my other siblings to me that you make it quite clear that Im the black sheep of the family and that Im an utter disappointment. I overheard the conversation you had about me how you don’t think I’ll ever do well in life. You’ve officially sucked the life out of me. Im sorry Im overweight, I only gain weight to hurt you because I know how bad you want me to lose weight and because thats the only control I have left over myself I’ll continue to do so. Btw those diet pills the doctor gave me i sold them to my friend and I buy food with the money and the fact that my weight gain could kill me doesnt bother me because I feel like I died years ago and you’ve both been dead to me as well. My insurance runs out in a few weeks so even if I needed psychiatric help you wouldnt pay for it. And just like you predicted years ago that Id end up in community college? Thanks for cursing me. I also regret not taking summer classes last year and going away to school but instead I took care of you when you had that surgery. Thanks for ruining my life.

Submitted by: depressed

posted to Family

1 comment

  • At 12:59 pm on July 10, 2010, anonymous commented:

    Grow up and deal with your life, crybaby. Be an adult. Get a job, get help, do what you need to do. People who try to ride on the sad “my parents ruined my life” song should be punched in the face. The statute of limitations on your childhood traumas has expired. Figure it out.

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