October 14, 2010

I always felt alone, even when I was with someone….

I regret the pain I have caused the women I have known in my life.  I always felt alone, even when I was with someone, and, so, I left.  Like a coward.  And I hurt them.  And now, I am almost 50 and I come home to an empty house, no kids and no partner to share my life.  I look back at my life and I cannot blame anyone but me.  I do not think I will ever be able to say I am sorry enough.  I have tried to die before…that is easy compared to living.  So I do.  Please forgive me.

Submitted: Bill

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1 comment

  • At 3:47 pm on October 25, 2010, Fabiana Cintra commented:

    You have only fifty and you have to change your ideas.
    After regreting you have to move on. Life is full of unexpected. Fabi 🙂

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