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Our love started in high school. I remember the first time I said hey to you in person outside of Myspace, it was in front of the attendance office at school. I remember our first kiss, it was in your car, away from my house. I remember when you took my virginity. It was painful but special. Even though we’re a different color from each other, I see no color, only love. I see a beautiful, pure young man. Who has no intention of hurting me. A man of God who just walked down the steps from Heaven. You have never hurt me the way I hurt you. I did something horribly wrong to you which you did not deserve. I wish my pencil could erase what I have done. You bought me an expensive engagement ring that had meaning accompanying the diamonds. You left to go to another state for some time, trusting me. When you came back, you came home to a painful mess. I did something that I will regret for THE REST OF MY LIFE until the minute I take my last breath. I had cheated on you. I had sex with a guy who I barely knew. I let you down. This surprised you and I am also surprised with myself. I am in shock from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep everyday. After we broke up, I had sex with one more guy. I REGRET EVEN MEETING THE GUY. Oh, how much I miss those days when it was just us and not other people. I would do ANYTHING to change everything I have done. I am more than sorry for stabbing you in the heart and ruining what we had. I **HATE** the person I see in the mirror. The person in the mirror DOES NOT deserve anything at all… Not even love.

Submitted by: Adelina