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I regret hesitating when I may have had the chance to go after the girl of my dreams. My own insecurity and lack of self-confidence held me back. We became close friends and I think something more. But at the time she did not want to go beyond being friends with benefits. Then she got back together with her boyfriend. But they broke up, and I did nothing. I had the opportunity, but for some reason every time I was near her I lost myself and did not know what to do, did not know how to do what ever I had somehow managed to do before. I regret my cowardice, and that when I failed to act she became close with someone else and I regret that she now spends almost every night with him. I regret knowing that if I had tried it may have made no difference, and that it might have ended up the same way regardless, but because of my own failure I may never know. More than anything else, I regret that deep down I don’t know if I will have the courage to try even if the opportunity comes again. Every time I see her I will have to know this, but I will not say a word because I am afraid that it could mess up our friendship entirely. And I regret that because of all this I feel like I just don’t deserve her in the first place. I regret it, and I do not know how to make it right.

Submitted by: Candyman