April 21, 2011
You’re my one true love, you always will be….
I regret the way we met. I wish it could have been different. The whole damn thing. I regret letting my paranoia get the better of me and make me think things about you that weren’t true. I regret ALL of the mean things I ever said to you. I regret my complete lack of ability to fully express to you how much I loved you. For god sakes it’s been around 10 years since I’ve seen you and I’m posting this. I regret letting others tell me who you were when I knew who you were in your heart. Now we’re separated by 3000 miles and have our own lives and it’s probably way too late. I regret that I emailed you a while back and got your hopes up that I might call you but couldn’t. I knew if I did I would want to rekindle what we use to have. But we’re so far away now it just couldn’t work. You should know that you’re my one true love, you always will be. I regret that if I ever do find someone else to love it won’t be the same as with you and that won’t be fair to them. Regret sucks. I don’t regret the memories of you though, I cherish them. Maybe one day things can change.
Submitted by: C
At 8:03 pm on January 18, 2012, anonymous commented:
I have been pondering about this letter,if you truely loved this person you should have listened to your heart,why were you so suspicious as to immagine all sorts of things about your friend,a lot could have been obvious to you by the way your friend behaved and treated you,did you feel loved and respected? was your friend sensitive about your feelings and supportive? did you feel contented and happy in that person’s company?did you share similar interests and did your friend respect your choices and did not try to control you?if you can say yes to all this,you had a loving person in your life and it was how YOU saw this person that should have mattered and not what other people were saying.But did you really love your friend,as you admit to being mean towards him or her.I believe you need to sort yourself out,you need,(yes, I will say it),to grow up in order to have a chance to build a fulfilling relationship with anyone,you and your friend have gone your own ways and you are miles apart,it is time to move on,and not to repeat the same mistakes again in a future relationship,if you love someone you do not want to hurt them,mess them about,and you stick up for them when others belittle them,you will have to change your ways if you do not want to face failure after failure.