May 14, 2011
I have hurt people and animals. At one chapter of my life I even killed a kitten….
Mom I am sorry that my dad beated you, and dear sister I am sorry that he beated you too. I had no idea how he really was, until I found out the horrible truth. I am Sorry for not being able to help you when you most needed me. I had my own problems but now I see that they are nothing compared to your own. I want to apologize to God, I’m sorry that I had my doubts in you and that at one point I wanted to change my religion to satanism. I have realised my mistake and I am very very sorry about it. I hope you can forgive me. I have done an awful lot of mistakes in my life and I am only 15 years old. I have hurt people and animals. At one chapter of my life I even killed a kitten. Dear kitten I am so so so sorry I don’t know what you did to deserve what I did to you but I want you to know how deeply sorry I am for my actions. There’s a whole lot other things I am sorry about which I hope I can get forgiveness for, but if I don’t then let it be. I am sorry for everything…
Submitted by: steffy
At 8:22 pm on December 7, 2011, anonymous commented:
You are only 15 but you appear to have experienced you fair share of abuse and violence,and because you were helpless to stop it as the perpetrator was in control, you became a very angry young man,according to what you admit having done in your letter,you cannot control that anger and act impulsively and then when that anger is spent you bitterly regret your actions,the fact that you feel such remorse tells me that you can be helped,and it took quite a lot of courage to have been able to open up the way you did.You must do something about that anger before it becomes part of your personality,before it turns into a pattern that you may find very hard to change,you have your whole life ahead of you,you do not want in the future to hurt the people you should be loving and protecting,because of your out of control anger,I take it you are still at school,there is bound to be a social worker or youth counsellor there that you could talk to,they will know what to do,you need help now, it so important,and the fact that you so regret your actions prove that you can be helped.Take care.