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i regret letting j meet my baby when he was 3 months old when i knew he was never gonna be there for him or me. i finally realized he was just using me when our baby boy turned 2 and haven’t been with him since because i wasn’t gonna play house when i knew in my heart this man had no plans to be a family. yea our relationship was pretty much nothing from the start. but he became an awesome father. and i loved him even more for that. and all of a sudden he finds a new girlfriend and emails me to tell me he wants nothing to do with our son and not to contact him ever again. this man has been there from 3 months and my son is 6 now and he just threw him away. how can someone just do something like that with no thought of how this boy is going to grow up knowing his dad said leave me alone with no good reason just an email saying he was done? i just cant get over that part. i knew he was a coward in the beginning but to do it to his son, his own flesh and blood, someone who looks up to him. breaks my heart because my son talks about all the memories they shared summers, birthdays, Christmas and now nothing ever again with no explanation….saddens me everyday. i regret letting him into his life. and i hope to god it wont affect his life as he grows to be a man. it would be so easy to blame the woman he is with now but its not her fault… i dont think someone could make a man or woman choose to never see there kid again unless they wanted it themselves. play daddy for 6 years and then decide u don’t want to be his father anymore… HOW HEARTLESS CAN U BE ?

Submitted by: Susie Q