October 19, 2011
I regret those missed opportunities due to my shyness….
I regret, being so self-conscious, so insecure and so scared. I regret being rude and cold to those around me so as to protect my self. I regret those missed opportunities due to my shyness and embarrassment of that first move. I regret being so young naive and hopeful. I regret living with more what ifs then never again. I regret my stupid and reckless mistakes. I regret most of all being so self absorbed and regretting what I do regret.
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At 6:02 pm on November 7, 2011, Not alone commented:
I think a lot of people feel the same way, that their insecurities caused them to act out or miss out. It’s tough being human. We all walk around starved for one thing or another. Peace to you. It will get better. Age does improve some things; time allows for greater self-acceptance, forgiveness, and the awareness that we’re all fallible.
At 4:54 pm on December 9, 2011, Anonymous commented:
I am practically just like you but I don’t regret anything. I don’t really like society, have little contacts or knowledge and I don’t feel like I’m missing anything. All the fun of socialising is rather fake, it’s like a diversion from the reality of yourself, like drugs or alcohol(hell they might even be better). It all feels like an ill-staged play.
There are no mistakes or embarrassment if there’s no one to judge. There are no opportunities in the world of vanity.
Good Luck.