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So my mom bought a house in Hartford, CT, and moved in a little less than a month ago. My sister wasn’t going to move in with us and decided to stay with her friend. She told me our mom was going to get back together with her ex boyfriend, who is an alcoholic, a racist and an abuser. I said no way… She brought him to court and after all the hate she said to him, it’s not going to happen. I was wrong… It’s all infatuation, that jackass has no personailty, no respect and is another sexist pig. Now that I look back i feel so guilty cuz i didn’t believe hard enough that my sister was right. I feel so betrayed. Before when my mom was with him, all he did was make my life a living hell, my mom supported him, i even wanted to just kill myself to get away. Of course my mom doesn’t care what I think, after all the days i cried and she did not say one word as in “what’s wrong?” We don’t have a close relationship either, but I lived with her all my life, i did not hear one “i love you” that i can recall, and the other day i heard her say that to him, it really hurt me. I’m a teenager and i never got the love or attention i deserved… I don’t know if it was something i did. I have no one to talk to, being in a new city with brand new friends. I wish i never moved with her, she brought me here to live with that bonafied loser?? Give me a break, now i will never ever trust her again, she just lost a loyal daughter. I wouldn’t be surprised if i saw her crying for my help. She will reap what she sews.

Submitted by: La Tranquila