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i miss her terribly. at the beginning she liked me more than i liked her so i went with it. i thought she was cute and smart, and the sex was great, but i didn’t think it’d last. there were things that didn’t match. so many that i just couldn’t see it working. but somehow it went on. for years. we fell in with one another, met each other’s family, had nicknames, all that stuff. and then we broke up. i instigated it. nagging doubt was plaguing me. and we were arguing, a lot. then she decided we should have no contact. none whatsover. just like that. how can anyone be so unsentimental? i miss her. so very much. that was over 2 years ago. there’s been no contact — nothing. i’ve had a bunch of lousy affairs in the meantime. none of them worked. i think about her every day. i don’t necessarily want us to be together. i just miss being friends. i know i’m selfish and people have a right to choose the way they live. but it’s awful, and it’s wrecked me to some extent. for now. i’m no good to anyone.Submitted by: Anonymous