iRegret.net

Oh! I am glad to stumble on this website! I REGRET! I REGRET SO MUCH, AND WANT TO SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD THIS MORNING! I REGRET the day I was born, the day my ancestors were born, I regret the day I met him, I regret that my love life is either pain or loneliness and no in-between, that I have to do everything myself from paying the bills to jacking myself off, that no one is there in my defense at any time, only as observers and devils advocates, that I am not only misunderstood but resented even by my closest friend that I love with all my heart, that I am in debt, that I am losing my job, that I have finally learned it is not my actions but ME, my good and bad, the authentic me is hated, and when I play along and live a dead life, that is when I am tolerated, but when I express myself, I am punished and shamed! I regret that my family is still alive or I would take sleeping pills tomorrow with a strong drink and a plastic bag secured over my head. I regret my youth, and every decade of my life, I was a witness to it but never NEVER a participant. And for all the comforts to ease the pain, there is so much giving with nothing in return, I have given all of myself, there is nothing left, I am devoid of empathy for anything because I am now devoid of concern for myself. I regret I regret I regret. I’ve owned my mistakes and take responsibility for my responses to all situations in my life, I have no control over any of it any more. Happy 39th Birthday to me this week, I regret I regret I regret!

Submitted by: Atlanta person