August 31, 2008
All this bullshit has caused you to pull away….
I’m sorry for hurting you instead of showing you the love that you deserve. I’m sorry for intentionally trying to make you feel like shit. I know it’s no excuse, but it’s my defense mechanism from being hurt in the past. Hurt you before you hurt me. When I do hurt you, it hurts me too. I still don’t know why I sometimes do it. I’m also sorry for not trusting you and being jealous even though you have given me no reason to be that way. You poured out your soul to me and all I could do is stare at you, but I do feel for you. You have been there for me whenever I needed you, and now you’re finally tired of being there for me. All this bullshit has caused you to pull away, I just want it back. I wished that I’d been better to you. I wish that I’d put in more effort. I’m sorry, Drew.
Submitted by: Mel
At 9:38 pm on September 1, 2008, Eli commented:
Give him time. Maybe he’ll forgive you. Maybe he’ll come back. And if not, this is a powerful lesson. You have no choice but to ease up on the people who try to love you.
At 9:41 pm on September 1, 2008, July commented:
Hey, there’s a post from someone named Carrie from earlier this month, about her being cruel to men because her father treated her badly. She’s found someone or so it seems from her post. From this site alone it seems there’s hope for those of us who have trouble trusting lovers, friends, even family members…