January 12, 2009
Huge, evil monsters that tower over me like creepers…
I’m sorry that I lied. I’m sorry that you still don’t know. I’m sorry for everything, but you were the ones that drove me to it. You never allow me to be angry, and so I lash out at those who do. It’s not right, and this is not how I want my life to be. I don’t want to be that silly little girl who hides in the corner because nobody really likes her, because I’m not; I choose to be. I made some bad choices a few years ago. They were nothing back then, but they’ve grown into huge, evil monsters that tower over me like creepers, suffocating what I need and replacing it with what I am. I regret that. I will always regret that.
Submitted by: Lily
At 7:33 pm on January 13, 2009, betty commented:
Those monsters won’t hang over you forever. You’re already addressing them, talking to them, and so beginning to put them and all their creepy menace in their place. It’s all about getting it out, finding safe places to be yourself. It takes time, but it seems you’re already on your way. Good luck. Go easy.