August 21, 2009
I regret getting with you when you hate me….
I regret thinking that everything was funny, when in reality it was horrible, nasty, slutty, mean, stupid and wrong. I regret being a bitch, and kissing your best friend just because i wanted to make you care. I didn’t think you would. But you did and now you hate me, and I like you. I regret getting with you when you hate me, and you tell me that you like me, but you wish you didn’t. I regret crying. I wish I could promise not to get with you again, because when we do it makes me sad and you angry. I wish you could trust me. Even though i know if i was in your shoes… I wouldn’t.
Submitted by: Leeann D.
At 8:03 pm on September 27, 2009, A friend commented:
We do screwed-up things for love. We do even screwier things because of low self-esteem. Stop doing things that hurt you. Stop now. Put your foot down. If you respect you, he will, eventually. It may take time, but do it for you first, him second. When you make the decision to put yourself first, to protect yourself from pain, it’s like giving yourself a new world. Good luck.