December 13, 2009
i regret letting you get so close to me….
i regret even being with you to begin with. i regret letting you get so close to me. then there’s times, i regret ending it with you. then when you begin to get me to turn against myself, hate myself, and blame myself, i realize: you’re like the sun, it’s so beautiful to look at, and it brings light to the world, lets you see things you wouldn’t be able to without it, but when you look at it for so long, you can’t see anything as well anymore. you’re blinded. actually in writing this, i realized what it is i regret, i regret losing my friends for you.
Submitted by: someone who regrets something but can’t put in words what it is
At 11:23 pm on December 16, 2009, A friend commented:
Happens a lot: No one can hurt us or make us hate ourselves as much as the ones we love the most. Girlfriends, boyfriends, lovers, parents, siblings… But you’re on your way out of it, on your way to better days. Like you say, the sun burns.