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I really wish, I had listened to my parents about you. They told me you weren’t a real friend to me… and you proved them right. You were my best friend… at least I thought so. After I accidentally broke your arm, I apologized and I thought you forgave me. And then, I can’t even remember what you did that time, but you turned everyone against me, and caused me so much trouble that I had to leave school and get homeschooled. But we got over it, and I came back the next year. For awhile everything was like it used to be, we were best friends, and we told each other everything. Maybe I told you too much. We talked about that girl, after I heard what those other girls said. I only did it for something to talk about. And that monday when I got to school, she got in my face for talking about her. You told. You were the only person I told. And no one admitted to what they said, so I looked like a liar. I have no idea what your exact intentions were here, other than to maybe “be a good friend”. But you failed to leave out the fact that YOU did it too. Because of this, I had to leave school again. But I never went back. I moved. And now I have an anxiety disorder, and god knows what else. It took me two or three years to finally get back into a school setting, because I’m terrified that it’ll all happen again, and I’ll really  get messed up. And now you expect me to be your “best friend” again, and you seem to “forget” everything you ever did to me. We will never be anything close to friends again.

Submitted by: damaged