April 21, 2010
To the other alcoholics, thank you for your kindness….
I regret that I allowed myself to spiral out of control and let the bottle consume everything I loved about me and my life. I dont regret walking into that meeting and realizing Im not alone though. That silver plastic chip may seem insignificant to others but to me its a medal, proof that I will be victorious in this private war Im fighting. My enemy is a liquid I love to hate and hate that I loved. To the other alcoholics thank you for your kindness and hugs. To my husband that left me, Im sorry you could not be supportive and help me through this. I do not want you back after I am better. You bought the poison yet when it wasnt fun anymore you bailed? I held your hand through the nightmares of Iraq yet you could not hold mine through the withdrawals. Dear me, I love you and am sorry I hurt you…Love, Me
Submitted by: Learning to Love Me Again
At 1:31 am on April 27, 2010, Soldiers Need Angels Too commented:
First off good for you! It takes a brave person to accept there is a problem. Secondly, you sound like a sincere loving wife and you are correct in thinking if he cannot give what he takes then you are better off alone. Third I must say do love yourself my dear. I am of the male persuasion so not very daft at the self love thing but princess it’s gonna get better. Know there are other kind men out there who would love a woman to hold their hand through the nightmares or flashbacks. I divorced a woman who could not accept me not being my old self after my 2nd tour in Hell and pray everyday to find a loving woman to help me out. Does your spouse get help through Veterrans Admin? Shame he lost a rare jewel like you. You will be ok hon just walk away and know he failed not you. Peace be with you.
At 5:53 pm on July 16, 2010, ford expert commented:
Some people see things that are and ask, Why? Some people dream of things that never were and ask, Why not? Some people have to go to work and don’t have time for all that..
Sent from my iPad 4GSome people see things that are and ask, Why? Some people dream of things that never were and ask, Why not? Some people have to go to work and don’t have time for all that..
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At 7:21 am on October 6, 2010, Bored commented:
Alas, another Shaw fan is out there. What kind of fords do you like?