October 1, 2010
Your first kiss is something you’re always going to look back on….
I regret my hesitation to let people in, to accept that someone might actually want to be with me. I regret giving into that hesitation and I regret how attached I got–only to find that he regretted me. It’s a vicious cycle, regret is. I regret not having the strength to let go of something that isn’t good for me. By that I mean him. And regret. I can’t let go of either. Your first kiss is something you’re always going to look back on and either smile or laugh about. I won’t do either. I’m going to look back on all the events surrounding that moment and remember how the bliss of it all was shattered by his words. And I’m going to look back on it and regret. Regret, regret, regret. From this moment on, I vow to live my life how I did before him and in accordance with this quote: “Don’t regret anything you do because, in the end, it makes you who you are.”
Submitted by: Lindsay
At 8:20 pm on October 1, 2010, Beatrice commented:
Know there will be men out there who can make a kiss feel like it’s the first time — as magical and moving. When you’re in love and someone returns that love, all the kisses you exchange feel part of a new world.