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To Ryan:

A year ago I broke up with you and yet I still haven’t forgotten you. I wish I could take back everything I did but I know I don’t deserve the chance. I regret giving up so easily. I will never forgive myself for what I did to you and part of me hopes you do the same.

I’m sorry that I stopped talking to you and avoided you but I just couldn’t bear the guilt. I can’t look into your eyes without remembering what we had and how I ruined it. I tried with every fiber in my being to hate you so I could stop loving you and forget you but I failed at that too. When I see how much happier you are now it tears me to pieces but I know you deserve that much.

I’m sorry I wasn’t the one, I’m sorry you weren’t mine. Although we are just in high school I can say I will never meet someone even close in comparison you. Please “Just know that I loved you more than life, follow your heart and do what’s right.”

There was only one thing that bothered me throughout this whole ordeal, something I never understood. Why did you give me a second chance? I never asked for one but I wasted it.

Submitted by: Tallulah