November 26, 2010

You wanted me to be the one, but I am so young still….

I am sorry I cheated on you, and I am sorry I made you fall in love with me. I know we had amazing times and I don’t regret them. I don’t regret you being my first…and I never will. But you hurt me too, and you know how. You pushed me to do things and you even once hit me. How is that suppose to make me feel? I kissed the other guy because I wanted to. Your 20 and I am 18 soon to be 19…You had our life planned out already…You wanted me to be the one, but I am so young still. I cannot decide that now…and I am sorry I didn’t see that sooner. I really miss you being around but I understand that you can’t be here for me because it hurts you, but I can only hope that time will heal what has happened and that you can forgive me someday…and if you don’t find me, I will find you and someday apologize in person and to your face I will say I love you and will always love you, I just couldn’t be your love.

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