August 10, 2011
Because of me she has lost faith in love….
I have recently learned the meaning of love and compassion. It means putting who you care about most first and always backing that person up regardless of any situation. Sadly I have been living very selfishly all my life, always putting myself before others and thinking about only myself. And then I met her. And she loved me unconditionally. She put me first over anybody from the moment we met. She cared about me unconditionally from the moment we met. She gave me her whole heart, body and soul. She put everything she had into this love she had for me because she truly loved me and she knew what it meant to be in love and she wasn’t afraid to show it. From the very beginning I loved her with all my heart I just didn’t know how to show it like she did because I am selfish. And now because of my selfishness there is a hole in my heart that could never be filled by anything but her love. For there is no other girl in the world that could make me feel the way I do. I could never feel the same burning love I have for her. But because of me she has lost faith in love. I successfully pushed away my life; that’s what she was, still is. She was my past my present and my future. I want to apologize for my selfish actions. I’m sorry I never loved you the way I should and I’m sorry I didn’t show you I cared. You have shown me what it means to be selfless and to love someone with your whole heart. And I will always love you now and forever with my whole heart until my last breath. I only wish I could show you that my love for you is real and that I too am capable of this whole hearted love. I want to bring your faith in love back. I’m sorry, Shelby.
Submitted by: Airkwon
At 8:24 pm on December 1, 2011, anonymous commented:
the fact that you have written this poignant letter,show that you have developed great insight in the way you behaved towards the woman you love,it show you have grown a great deal,some people never see their mistakes,or never want to acknowledge them and their life never change,they repeat the same mistakes over and over again and do not realise that they are not only hurting others but themselves as well.They miss out on true companionship and happiness.But this will not happen to you,you woke up to yourself,and that is what it is all about:Growing.Are you able to contact this lady?if so you will have to take things slowly and gently,if not you would have learned a costly lesson but you will not repeat the same mistakes with a future partner.Take care.
At 3:38 pm on December 13, 2011, Maddie McPatrick commented:
You maturing has maybe shown her something that your a better person. All I know is that you wrote this letter with your passion for her. Hopefully she will come back because now everybody can see your a better person :’)