August 27, 2012
I regret that I fell for every lie those blue eyes told….
I regret letting you be my first…
I regret that I fell for every lie those blue eyes told…
I regret letting you take advantage of me at my worst…
I regret letting you shatter my heart repeated….
I regret thinking you could change…
I regret telling you I loved you, && never hearing the same…
I regret still knowing every little thing you did that made you…you.
I regret still crying over you…
I regret that I gave you my first love, all my love, everything I had in myself I gave to you…
I regret crying broken && bleeding in front of you…
I regret that I still love you && always will…
But I will never be that weak naive girl you once new. I’m better than that I’m stronger than you.
Submitted by: Via
At 7:51 pm on November 24, 2012, Anonymous commented:
To my regret, with hopeless love:
I regret that I fell for every lie those blue eyes told…
I regret wanting to believe every one of them…
I regret letting you take advantage of me at my worst…
I regret letting you shatter my heart repeatedly….
I regret thinking you could change…
I regret trying so hard…
I regret that it was not enough…
I regret telling you I loved you & meaning it when you did not…
I regret that I still think of every little thing you did that made you who you are…
I regret crying broken & helpless in front of you…
I regret paying attention to all the wrong things so much that I missed out on the best part of what we were…
I regret that I gave you my love & so much of myself I still carry a hole in your absence…
I regret that I gave you love beyond what I gave to myself…
I regret that I cannot have it back (but would not want it, even if I could, now that you have had it)…
I regret that I still love you & always will…
But I will never be that weak naive bleeding heart of a woman you once knew again.
I’m better than that.
I am stronger than the hell you took me through.