February 19, 2007
He lured me in with his beautiful words….
I regret ever having shared my most intimate thoughts with Paul. My gut kept telling me not to trust him and I should have listened to it. I actually feel bad for him, he needs help and really doesn’t know how to be honest, even though he wants it so badly.
I should have seen the big “red flag” when he shared with me about how dishonest he was with his ex. And, when he continued this dishonesty with me, what was I thinking? He lured me in with his beautiful words. He was good at that.
If anyone deserved my deepest thoughts it was Adam (my ex). He loved me unconditionally, he never lied to me, ever. He “got it.”
I regret running off to South Africa and having an affair.
Paris and Amsterdam were beautiful, traveling all over this world was beautiful with you….. thank you, Adam. I’m so sorry that I hurt you. You deserved hearing my most intimate thoughts and desires, you deserved better.
Submitted by: P
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