June 7, 2007
I could have just had an affair….
I left her for someone else. Never should have. I want to come home now, to my wife, and she says she doesn’t love me anymore or won’t let herself. I thought I was in love. It was lust — mind-fucking, hair-raising lust. But Sandra (my wife of ten years) is my best friend, and I still want to take her to bed. I could have just had an affair. Or I could have just walked away (well, probably not). Now Sandra’s becoming someone else, a someone who doesn’t love me, thinks I’m a jerk and that she was a jerk for loving me. I am. She’s not. I was an ass — I let my dick get ahead of me — and now I’m more alone with my ass-self than I ever wished to be.
Submitted by: Collin
At 10:00 pm on January 30, 2008, an. commented:
umm….this is your fault.