{"id":158,"date":"2007-04-27T03:21:15","date_gmt":"2007-04-27T03:21:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.89.31.128\/~iregretn\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/?p=158"},"modified":"2007-04-27T03:21:15","modified_gmt":"2007-04-27T03:21:15","slug":"without-that-fatal-slip","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2007\/04\/27\/without-that-fatal-slip\/","title":{"rendered":"Without that fatal slip&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\" \/><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\" \/><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\">I am sorry for you your husband is one of the best things that ever happened to me.  I am sorry for you that he felt drawn to me.  I am even sorrier that you can&#8217;t understand the bigger picture.<\/span><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\"> But more so I am utterly destroyed with regret that I ever let the fantasy feelings out.  They weren&#8217;t even necessarily real &#8212; they were an expression of an emotion that came through a creative connection &#8212; that&#8217;s all.  But I know that they sounded and felt real to you.  Without that fatal slip I would still have him in my life.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>You will never understand, nor may he, but I know he was and is a piece of me that was unimagined before he arrived and I\u2019m aching with emptiness now that he is gone.<\/p>\n<p>I truly regret losing one of the coolest people I have ever met in my life.  My hope for a greater understanding in the future is the only thing I have and I will hold on to it with fervor.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\" \/><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\" \/><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\">Submitted by: LilaMae <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 9.5pt; font-family: Arial\"><font size=\"3\" face=\"Times New Roman\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am sorry for you your husband is one of the best things that ever happened to me. I am sorry for you that he felt drawn to me. I am even sorrier that you can&#8217;t understand the bigger picture. But more so I am utterly destroyed with regret that I ever let the fantasy [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-158","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-husbands-wives","category-lovers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/158","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=158"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/158\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}