{"id":18,"date":"2006-09-03T17:28:07","date_gmt":"2006-09-03T17:28:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.89.31.128\/~iregretn\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/?p=18"},"modified":"2006-09-03T17:28:07","modified_gmt":"2006-09-03T17:28:07","slug":"i-should-have-been-stronger","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2006\/09\/03\/i-should-have-been-stronger\/","title":{"rendered":"I should have been stronger&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I regret not being better friends to both of you. I know you were both in alot of pain due to your illness, the sadness and loneliness in your lives. I couldn&#8217;t take the scathing comments and judgements, but I should have been stronger: it wasn&#8217;t aimed at me, it was aimed at life and all its hard knocks. I never told you both how much I loved and needed you, at least not in the end when you really needed it. The worst part is you didn&#8217;t know each other; you only knew me; I should have learned from the first time. When you gave me anger I should have responded with love, not silence. I&#8217;d like to think you can both forgive me from the other realm, I hope I get a sign that you have. You&#8217;re both free of sadness and sickness &#8212; please be happy!<br clear=\"all\" style=\"display: none; font-size: 8px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: Anonymous<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I regret not being better friends to both of you. I know you were both in alot of pain due to your illness, the sadness and loneliness in your lives. I couldn&#8217;t take the scathing comments and judgements, but I should have been stronger: it wasn&#8217;t aimed at me, it was aimed at life and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-family","category-friends"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}