{"id":228,"date":"2008-03-15T10:23:37","date_gmt":"2008-03-15T15:23:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2008\/03\/15\/for-not-having-any-courage\/"},"modified":"2008-03-15T10:23:37","modified_gmt":"2008-03-15T15:23:37","slug":"for-not-having-any-courage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2008\/03\/15\/for-not-having-any-courage\/","title":{"rendered":"For not having any courage&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I regret living a lie for 37 yrs. For not having any courage to live the way I wanted to. My parents my kids my husband ruled me. Now I am too old to do anything, no one will want me or really, I don&#8217;t want anyone, just want to be left alone and quite no one around. I can&#8217;t think straight. Why can&#8217;t I be happy? I am fat and ugly. I regret losing 2 of my children to depression. I can&#8217;t help them. I am there too. No more thinking, taking sleeping pills every nite to sleep so I don&#8217;t lay and think.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: Salty<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I regret living a lie for 37 yrs. For not having any courage to live the way I wanted to. My parents my kids my husband ruled me. Now I am too old to do anything, no one will want me or really, I don&#8217;t want anyone, just want to be left alone and quite [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-228","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yourself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=228"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=228"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=228"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=228"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}