{"id":278,"date":"2008-09-10T10:32:36","date_gmt":"2008-09-10T15:32:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2008\/09\/10\/always-wishing-i-was-going-to-find-someone-better\/"},"modified":"2008-09-10T10:32:36","modified_gmt":"2008-09-10T15:32:36","slug":"always-wishing-i-was-going-to-find-someone-better","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2008\/09\/10\/always-wishing-i-was-going-to-find-someone-better\/","title":{"rendered":"Always wishing I was going to find someone better&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I still think about you everyday, I know it hasn&#8217;t been long, but it feels like a long time. I don&#8217;t know how we could work things out, it&#8217;s all my fault. You were so good to me. Even though you always kept complaining about life. I think it was your way to try to gain more attention from me. The way I treated you was just wrong. It was like you were one more, when in fact, you were the best one ever. I couldn&#8217;t see past the looks. Always wishing I was going to find someone better, and deep inside knowing we were not supposed to be together. Maybe I got my expectations too high, wishing for something that doesn&#8217;t exist. But I know for a fact that to find someone as good as you or that likes me as much as you do is gonna take forever. It&#8217;s so hard to let go. I&#8217;m so sorry, it&#8217;s been two weeks since we last been together, and I&#8217;ve been miserable since. I wish I could be with you always, but I&#8217;m afraid I might hurt you again in the future, and the thought of disappointing you and making you sad makes me hate myself. I don&#8217;t know what to do, you asked me to leave you alone but it&#8217;s so hard to. You are the perfect girl for me in so many ways. Don&#8217;t think about me with regrets in your heart, I believe in the possibility of us being together again in the future. I wish we could still hang out, I love being with you. It took me so long to write this down, I better go before I spend another hour here. I love you, girl.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: Andre<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I still think about you everyday, I know it hasn&#8217;t been long, but it feels like a long time. I don&#8217;t know how we could work things out, it&#8217;s all my fault. You were so good to me. Even though you always kept complaining about life. I think it was your way to try to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-278","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-exs"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/278","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=278"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/278\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=278"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=278"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=278"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}