{"id":305,"date":"2009-01-04T15:02:45","date_gmt":"2009-01-04T20:02:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2009\/01\/04\/thank-you-for-saving-my-life\/"},"modified":"2009-01-04T15:02:45","modified_gmt":"2009-01-04T20:02:45","slug":"thank-you-for-saving-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2009\/01\/04\/thank-you-for-saving-my-life\/","title":{"rendered":"Thank you for saving my life&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>She knows who she is&#8230; Hey A M P my lyssa meg i miss you im sorry i hurt you its hard to let go i thought if i got sober and got right with Church &amp; God you would come back but i know i hurt you bad i know i betrayed you i know i put you through a hell that i could not understand until now and i am sorry&#8230;i cant use my mental illness as an excuse but i was sick and i caused the problems but my choice to dishonestly embrace drugs instead when i should have been embracing you i created this emptiness inside me and i wish i never did i wish i had you in my life to complete me and no matter how cool i try to be im not im really depressed and lonely and im sorry and i miss you and even if i never have you in my life again i just want you to have peace and happiness and to know that it wasnt your fault it was mine and if i can never be the man for you then i really hope ( and this hurts me from my innermost ) i really hope you find a good man that will fulfill your life with good and fulfill all your dreams and fulfill all of my promises to you instead&#8230;. i do love you and im really sorry&#8230;ya im not perfect but i make an effort and am making an effort to do right i wish i could take back all my wrong i really meant that email i sent you &#8230; i went to jail for it and got probation and ive stayed away because i didnt think you ever wanted me back after that but i thought if i straightened out you would come back&#8230;i guess i dreamed just a dream but thank you for saving my life because you did and i will always love you<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: NICKEL THE NUT<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She knows who she is&#8230; Hey A M P my lyssa meg i miss you im sorry i hurt you its hard to let go i thought if i got sober and got right with Church &amp; God you would come back but i know i hurt you bad i know i betrayed you i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-305","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-exs","category-yourself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/305","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=305"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/305\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=305"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=305"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=305"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}