{"id":316,"date":"2009-01-31T16:18:04","date_gmt":"2009-01-31T21:18:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2009\/01\/31\/you-said-the-army-turned-you-into-a-monster\/"},"modified":"2009-01-31T16:18:04","modified_gmt":"2009-01-31T21:18:04","slug":"you-said-the-army-turned-you-into-a-monster","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2009\/01\/31\/you-said-the-army-turned-you-into-a-monster\/","title":{"rendered":"You said the army turned you into a monster&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I regret that I don&#8217;t understand all of it, even more I regret I can&#8217;t fix it for you. I love you more than the day after infinity and I&#8217;m afraid the PTSD is going to win. You said the army turned you into a monster, took everything you had and left you empty. You see a soul tortured by the stains of war, a man torn apart by its aftermath, bloodstained hands and such. I see a man whose trigger finger is now happiest twirling my hair round it, or your blue eyes laughing when I ask you to do THE GRIN. I don&#8217;t know what else to do but tell you I love you and ask you to please not push me away. I am here &amp; you are not alone my blue-eyed angel.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: You\u2019re Not Alone<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I regret that I don&#8217;t understand all of it, even more I regret I can&#8217;t fix it for you. I love you more than the day after infinity and I&#8217;m afraid the PTSD is going to win. You said the army turned you into a monster, took everything you had and left you empty. You [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-316","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lovers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/316","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=316"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/316\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=316"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=316"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=316"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}