{"id":329,"date":"2009-03-20T09:58:49","date_gmt":"2009-03-20T14:58:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2009\/03\/20\/tarnishing-your-memory-every-single-day\/"},"modified":"2009-03-20T09:58:49","modified_gmt":"2009-03-20T14:58:49","slug":"tarnishing-your-memory-every-single-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2009\/03\/20\/tarnishing-your-memory-every-single-day\/","title":{"rendered":"Tarnishing your memory every single day&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>To Forest, Brad, Joseph, Enrico, Jill, everyone else:<\/p>\n<p>Every day of my life, I&#8217;m spitting in your faces, and I&#8217;m sorry. I wish I could admit why, I wish I could come out and say it, but I can&#8217;t. Even so, I know that what I&#8217;m doing, or thinking, is tarnishing your memory every single day and the guilt I feel is relentless. No matter how hard I work against it, again and again I twist the knife. I wish I could stop myself, but I can&#8217;t. If you were still here, maybe I could explain it&#8230; maybe I could at least try. But you&#8217;re not&#8230; and I know that part isn&#8217;t my fault, but I know whose fault it is. Everyone thinks I&#8217;m doing anything I can to fight against him, and it&#8217;s not true. I could be doing so much more.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sorry. I don&#8217;t expect forgiveness, but I had to say something.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: Chris<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>To Forest, Brad, Joseph, Enrico, Jill, everyone else: Every day of my life, I&#8217;m spitting in your faces, and I&#8217;m sorry. I wish I could admit why, I wish I could come out and say it, but I can&#8217;t. Even so, I know that what I&#8217;m doing, or thinking, is tarnishing your memory every single [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,4,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-329","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-everyoneeverything-else","category-friends","category-yourself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/329","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=329"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/329\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=329"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=329"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=329"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}