I regret falling in love with you after you dumped me. I regret becoming your friend. You are the only person I feel safe talking to now, and I know that is not healthy for me right now. I regret spending my days and nights at the computer hoping you’ll want to talk to me. I regret letting you make me so insecure.<\/p>\n
I use most of my energy acting happy for you and everyone else so that things don’t have to change. I don’t know why I work so hard to keep things how they are, because these past four months have been the worst of my life. But I know that things do have to change, because otherwise one day I’ll wake up and you’ll have changed your relationship status on facebook and my heart will break for the second time.<\/p>\n
When did I become so fragile that a computer could tear me in two? I regret letting you become so important that I worry about missing a second of conversation with you. And I regret that I know if you asked I would be yours in a heartbeat. I love you. And I need to move on.<\/p>\n
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