{"id":437,"date":"2010-04-03T23:22:42","date_gmt":"2010-04-04T04:22:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2010\/04\/03\/i-regret-how-fast-i-can-type-this-because-i-have-so-much-to-say\/"},"modified":"2010-04-03T23:22:42","modified_gmt":"2010-04-04T04:22:42","slug":"i-regret-how-fast-i-can-type-this-because-i-have-so-much-to-say","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2010\/04\/03\/i-regret-how-fast-i-can-type-this-because-i-have-so-much-to-say\/","title":{"rendered":"I regret how fast I can type this because I have so much to say&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I regret letting myself get like this. I regret not being myself. I regret lying to so many people about so many things. I regret becoming the recluse I have become. I regret saying &#8220;I&#8217;m starting over right now&#8221; and never doing it. I regret cutting. I regret talking to two other guys while you thought I was all yours. I regret not leaving you sooner. I regret getting back in contact with you. I regret lying to God. I regret turning my back on God. I regret letting my baptism mean nothing. I regret how fast I can type this because I have so much to say. I regret not getting my number changed earlier. I regret not having a relationship with any of my family. I regret what I did to my body. I regret that I planned it. I regret being too aggressive and awkward. I regret not going to therapy sooner. I regret telling people I hate them when I have no hate in me. I regret going behind my parents&#8217; backs. I regret giving in to Kyle sometimes. I regret not taking better care of my animals. I regret living my childhood and this part of my teenage years the way I did. I regret not picking myself up sooner. And most of all, I regret the fact that I hate myself so god damn much.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: E.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I regret letting myself get like this. I regret not being myself. I regret lying to so many people about so many things. I regret becoming the recluse I have become. I regret saying &#8220;I&#8217;m starting over right now&#8221; and never doing it. I regret cutting. I regret talking to two other guys while you [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-437","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-everyoneeverything-else","category-yourself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/437","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=437"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/437\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=437"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=437"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=437"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}