{"id":475,"date":"2010-10-14T20:30:27","date_gmt":"2010-10-15T01:30:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2010\/10\/14\/i-always-felt-alone-even-when-i-was-with-someone\/"},"modified":"2010-10-14T20:30:27","modified_gmt":"2010-10-15T01:30:27","slug":"i-always-felt-alone-even-when-i-was-with-someone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2010\/10\/14\/i-always-felt-alone-even-when-i-was-with-someone\/","title":{"rendered":"I always felt alone, even when I was with someone&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I regret the pain I have caused the women I have known in my life.\u00a0 I always felt alone, even when I was with someone, and, so, I left.\u00a0 Like a coward.\u00a0 And I hurt them.\u00a0 And now, I am almost 50 and I come home to an empty house, no kids and no partner to share my life.\u00a0 I look back at my life and I cannot blame anyone but me.\u00a0 I do not think I will ever be able to say I am sorry enough.\u00a0 I have tried to die before&#8230;that is easy compared to living.\u00a0 So I do.\u00a0 Please forgive me.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted: Bill<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I regret the pain I have caused the women I have known in my life.\u00a0 I always felt alone, even when I was with someone, and, so, I left.\u00a0 Like a coward.\u00a0 And I hurt them.\u00a0 And now, I am almost 50 and I come home to an empty house, no kids and no partner [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-475","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yourself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/475","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=475"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/475\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=475"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=475"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=475"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}