I have recently learned the meaning of love and compassion. It means putting who you care about most first and always backing that person up regardless of any situation. Sadly I have been living very selfishly all my life, always putting myself before others and thinking about only myself. And then I met her. And she loved me unconditionally. She put me first over anybody from the moment we met. She cared about me unconditionally from the moment we met. She gave me her whole heart, body and soul. She put everything she had into this love she had for me because she truly loved me and she knew what it meant to be in love and she wasn\u2019t afraid to show it. From the very beginning I loved her with all my heart I just didn\u2019t know how to show it like she did because I am selfish. And now because of my selfishness there is a hole in my heart that could never be filled by anything but her love. For there is no other girl in the world that could make me feel the way I do. I could never feel the same burning love I have for her. But because of me she has lost faith in love. I successfully pushed away my life; that\u2019s what she was, still is. She was my past my present and my future. I want to apologize for my selfish actions. I\u2019m sorry I never loved you the way I should and I\u2019m sorry I didn\u2019t show you I cared. You have shown me what it means to be selfless and to love someone with your whole heart. And I will always love you now and forever with my whole heart until my last breath. I only wish I could show you that my love for you is real and that I too am capable of this whole hearted love. I want to bring your faith in love back. I\u2019m sorry, Shelby.<\/p>\n
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