{"id":568,"date":"2012-01-07T14:25:59","date_gmt":"2012-01-07T19:25:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2012\/01\/07\/i-slept-with-my-best-friend-and-everything-changed\/"},"modified":"2012-01-07T14:26:41","modified_gmt":"2012-01-07T19:26:41","slug":"i-slept-with-my-best-friend-and-everything-changed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2012\/01\/07\/i-slept-with-my-best-friend-and-everything-changed\/","title":{"rendered":"I slept with my best friend and everything changed&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<style>\u00a0<!--  \/* Font Definitions *\/ @font-face \t{font-family:\"Times New Roman\"; \tpanose-1:0 2 2 6 3 5 4 5 2 3; \tmso-font-charset:0; \tmso-generic-font-family:auto; \tmso-font-pitch:variable; \tmso-font-signature:50331648 0 0 0 1 0;} @font-face \t{font-family:Verdana; \tpanose-1:0 2 11 6 4 3 5 4 4 2; \tmso-font-charset:0; \tmso-generic-font-family:auto; \tmso-font-pitch:variable; \tmso-font-signature:50331648 0 0 0 1 0;}  \/* Style Definitions *\/ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal \t{mso-style-parent:\"\"; \tmargin:0in; \tmargin-bottom:.0001pt; \tmso-pagination:widow-orphan; \tfont-size:12.0pt; \tfont-family:\"Times New Roman\";} table.MsoNormalTable \t{mso-style-parent:\"\"; \tfont-size:10.0pt; \tfont-family:\"Times New Roman\";} span.il \t{mso-style-name:il;} @page Section1 \t{size:8.5in 11.0in; \tmargin:1.0in 1.25in 1.0in 1.25in; \tmso-header-margin:.5in; \tmso-footer-margin:.5in; \tmso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 \t{page:Section1;} --> <\/style>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span class=\"il\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana\">I<\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Verdana\"> <span class=\"il\">regret<\/span> the choices <span class=\"il\">I\u2019<\/span>ve made regarding my friends. Six years ago <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> slept with my best friend at the time and everything changed, all we did was hurt each other saying things we both didn\u2019t mean. It was both our first time and <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> honestly believed it ruined our friendship and has left a heavy burden on my heart even to this day. Making me attempt suicide many times and go through too much mental struggles and years of therapy. It broke my heart, soul and mind. It to this day has made me consider relationships physical and emotional. <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> know it feels petty and stupid but it makes me feel insecure and alone even when <span class=\"il\">I<\/span>\u2019m not. <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> guess <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> don\u2019t know how to deal with the situation and <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> know <span class=\"il\">I<\/span>\u2019m lying to myself when <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> tell myself that <span class=\"il\">I<\/span>\u2019m okay. <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> feel like a coward due to fact that <span class=\"il\">I<\/span>\u2019m too afraid to open myself up to her. <span class=\"il\">I<\/span>\u2019m terrified and <span class=\"il\">I<\/span> feel as if <span class=\"il\">I<\/span>\u2019ll never love again&#8230;.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana\">Submitted by: Anonymous1991Aus<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; I regret the choices I\u2019ve made regarding my friends. Six years ago I slept with my best friend at the time and everything changed, all we did was hurt each other saying things we both didn\u2019t mean. It was both our first time and I honestly believed it ruined our friendship and has left [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,16,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-568","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-friends","category-sex","category-yourself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/568","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=568"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/568\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=568"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=568"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=568"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}