{"id":58,"date":"2007-02-09T03:07:12","date_gmt":"2007-02-09T03:07:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.89.31.128\/~iregretn\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/?p=58"},"modified":"2007-02-09T03:07:12","modified_gmt":"2007-02-09T03:07:12","slug":"dont-even-know-whats-real-and-whats-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2007\/02\/09\/dont-even-know-whats-real-and-whats-not\/","title":{"rendered":"Don&#8217;t even know what&#8217;s real and what&#8217;s not&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i regret ever listening to your sweet, disjointed words.\u00a0 part of me wishes you would have kept them to yourself.<\/p>\n<p>outside, i am trying so hard to keep it all together &#8212; to be respectful and \u2018cool.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>inside, i am wrecked and writhing with pain and confusion.\u00a0 i don&#8217;t even know what&#8217;s real and what&#8217;s not right now.<\/p>\n<p>i think i am grieving the death of a possibility that i have spent my entire life longing for.\u00a0 and i am ashamed of that.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: I<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i regret ever listening to your sweet, disjointed words.\u00a0 part of me wishes you would have kept them to yourself. outside, i am trying so hard to keep it all together &#8212; to be respectful and \u2018cool.\u2019 inside, i am wrecked and writhing with pain and confusion.\u00a0 i don&#8217;t even know what&#8217;s real and what&#8217;s [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-58","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-exs","category-lovers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=58"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=58"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=58"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=58"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}