{"id":78,"date":"2007-04-06T14:49:30","date_gmt":"2007-04-06T14:49:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.89.31.128\/~iregretn\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/?p=78"},"modified":"2007-04-06T14:49:30","modified_gmt":"2007-04-06T14:49:30","slug":"i-would-give-you-your-own-safe-world","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2007\/04\/06\/i-would-give-you-your-own-safe-world\/","title":{"rendered":"I would give you your own safe world&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>To my autistic twin boys, I&#8217;m so sorry that I wasn&#8217;t stronger but I did the best I could do&#8230; and still it isn&#8217;t enough. I always feel that I could have tried harder and pushed you more during that period of time that I was grieving. Now that critical time is lost and I&#8217;m ashamed. When I realized all that you would go through in life and all the help you would need, it felt that I could only put one foot in front of the other and make it through the day. I&#8217;m on my emotional feet now, but the poverty factor is overwhelming. We could be so much better off if only there was more money to get you services. I now understand what it means to be &#8220;working poor.&#8221; I try to take the high road of faith and think, &#8220;Well, I love you with all my heart&#8221;&#8230; but in this case, my love isn&#8217;t enough. Lets just hope GOD hears my prayers and forgives my weaknesses and the protection of Grace is really with you both. I really regret that I don&#8217;t physically\/financially have more to give because I would give you your own safe world.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: Joann<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>To my autistic twin boys, I&#8217;m so sorry that I wasn&#8217;t stronger but I did the best I could do&#8230; and still it isn&#8217;t enough. I always feel that I could have tried harder and pushed you more during that period of time that I was grieving. Now that critical time is lost and I&#8217;m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-78","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-family"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=78"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=78"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=78"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=78"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}