{"id":80,"date":"2007-05-05T23:15:53","date_gmt":"2007-05-05T23:15:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.89.31.128\/~iregretn\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/?p=80"},"modified":"2007-05-05T23:15:53","modified_gmt":"2007-05-05T23:15:53","slug":"i-still-havent-cried-over-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/2007\/05\/05\/i-still-havent-cried-over-you\/","title":{"rendered":"I still haven&#8217;t cried over you&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am sorry that I wasn&#8217;t excited when I found out I was pregnant with you. I had a 6-month old baby already and didn&#8217;t think I was ready to have another one. I am sorry that when I found out you were not alive I didn&#8217;t fall to pieces the way a mother should have. Even though you had only been in my tummy for 3 months my love for you should have been so deep and overwhelming that losing you should have done me in. I am sorry that I only feel guilt about you and not the heart wrenching sadness you deserve for me to feel. It has been 13 years and I still haven&#8217;t cried over you.<\/p>\n<p>Submitted by: R<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am sorry that I wasn&#8217;t excited when I found out I was pregnant with you. I had a 6-month old baby already and didn&#8217;t think I was ready to have another one. I am sorry that when I found out you were not alive I didn&#8217;t fall to pieces the way a mother should [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-80","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-family"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/80","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=80"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/80\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=80"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=80"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/iregret.net\/wp-goodies\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=80"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}